The new look??

After all the shit that happened to me for the past few months, I guess it's about time to change. Yeah, I want to change everything about me. From my personality to my look. I'm not going to share anything about the changes of my personality cuz I don't feel like talking about it, and I'm still on the process of changing some of them. Just to give you a hint my best friend said I'm now a new person, a better Dale, a stronger Dale. The second thing I did change to myself was of course my style -- hair style. From straight hair to wavy/curly hair. LOL. I noticed that nowadays a lot of girls are dying to have straight hair and those who have straight hair are showing keen interest to have curly/wavy hair.. and I'm one of them.. I admit that curling my hair every morning is the reason why I'm always late for school. LOL.. It's very tiring to curl hair, and I need to put tons of hair products just to stay the curl 'til the end of the day. It gives me headache, but it's ok cuz I know i'll get use to it..

Here is the "now and then" drama of my look

Yeah I'm being vain!! LMAO

R.I.P Uncle Jundy

It was Sunday night, approximately 10:35 when I heard my dad hysterically crying. He got a message from my uncle who's in Philippines that their brother died 4:29 in the morning.

Uncle Jundy, past away November 10th, 2008 due to cardiac arrest. He was diagnosed with cancer last October and he was doing well after his treatment in Makati Med. in Manila, Philippines. Weeks after his recovery my grand pa and uncle Jundy went back to Bacolod. After a couple of days, his foot got swollen and his doctor said there's a blood clots (that causes his foot to swollen) and needs a surgery. To make the long story short, the clots ran through his heart.

Uncle Jundy was the one of the best uncles I have, and still he is. He's funny and does silly things and jokes most of the time. He a good person, with a golden heart. He always shared anything he has, and he always helped people who needs his help. If there's one word to describe him, I'd say he's a "humble" person.


To uncle Jundy,
Astig! I don't know what to say, but I know wherever you are, you're happy cuz you're home. Thanks for everything, for being a nice uncle to me and to my sister. Thanks for the happy moments and the silly jokes you shared to us when we had our family get together. Thank you soo much! You'll always be in our hearts and you'll never be forgotten.. I'll miss you...

Leave me alone, bitch!

Why there are people can't shut their fuckin' big ass mouth and mind their own motherf*ckn' business?!


I'm sooo mad with somebody right now cz this bitch can't freakin' leave me alone. I hate that person for calling me "piece of shit", blaming me that I freakin' hurt her feelings even though I did nothing wrong and telling me I wasted her fuckin' time. In the first place I never asked for her help when I was feeling down. She's not the only person who could freakin help me and cheer me up. If she think that I owe her something, even a 2-minute talk, she's freakin wrong cuz I aint doin' any shit to be her friend again. Why would I make friends with somebody whom I can't trust even a small secret? And now she messaging me telling me she misses our little chats, that I'm the only person she felt like she can act crazy with and be random? YEAH RIGHT!! Sooo highschool.. Like, as if we were bestfriends.. Hey! We're not even close, I don't even know when is her fuckin' birthday, how to spell her name right and where she lives! I hate her so much that I wish she'll vanish like.. POOOF!! And oh! She told me that I'm keeping our friends away from her, DOUBLEYOO-OOOH-DOUBLEYOO!! She's pathetic!! I did nothing!!! Is it my fault that I am closer to them, that I know them very well? HELL NO!! She's a fuckin jealous bitch! FYI, we were friends since day one, she just made friends with us at the eleventh hour. Ugh! Can't this girl ask her self why people hate her?! I just can't stand her, being sooo drama queen, who think she knows everything and anything under the sun.

Happy Halloween

Links -- Videos and Pictures.. Check it out!


I had so much fun yesterday, in school and during the parade at night.. I went to school wearing jeans, a black sweater and a semi-long coat. Before I entered our classroom I was surprised from what I saw.. My teacher was wearing a baseball hat, jeans, a black polo shirt over a white t-shirt. And the scariest thing about his get up was the mask on his face.. It kinda look like a gorilla but then I asked him what's the design of the mask, (whatever) he said he doesn't even know.. lol but it really looks scary.. After talking to my teacher, I saw batman sitting at the very far end corner of the room doing something on the computer.LOL.. My classmate James Feverier was wearing a full costume batman.. I was cracking up when I saw him, it was cool though. After I saw them with their cool get ups, there's no way I'm not going to wear my costume either.. So I went to the bathroom with Nancy and we changed.. She was batgirl and I was ninja pucca.. LOL..

A month before halloween my friends and I planned that we all gonna dress up as justice league heroes. I was suppose to be wonder woman, but at the eleventh hour, I changed my mind. I went to this halloween store to find a wonder woman costume, and I didn't liked it. So my sister told me to find something else.. I ended up choosing the ninja costume cuz i love the color and it has a belt with a dragon on the center of it..

Check out our pictures and see how crazy we are.. click here
Check out batman dancing in the computer lab.. click here
Check out batman dancing in the sidewalk with a white geisha girl.. click here
Check out batman being a traffic policeman.. click here
Check out batman doing crazy shit outside the library.. click here

NOBODY can stop me -- and my bitches!

Heck yeah!! nobody.. nobody can stop me to go to RISD..


At last! I did it! I already applied for RISD.. I'm just hoping that I could get in.. Can't wait to get the hell out of New York and start my life, living all alone and be independent.. My plans are all set and I'm ready to go with my bitches.. Yeah, it's not only Nancy's going with me.. I'm dragging my mommy Jack, too!! We're all excited to discover the life in Rhode Island.. I hope this is not surreal.. I really want this to happen.. All I can do now is to focus in my studies and do something to make all-a these happen..

Going home soon --- but not me..

Philippines or USA?


So yeah, i had a talk with dad and stepmom after dinner and they asked me what are my plans after I finish my AOS degree.. Well, I told them that I want to finish my BA in Rhode Island School of Design and get a job.. Then I asked them why, they told me that they want to go back to Philippines for good and they want us to go back home with them.. But the thing is.. I DONT WANNA!! I don't want to go back home and adjust again.. I'm satisfied that I'm here.. and I guess it's about time that I have to be independent and live my life on my own.. They didn't forced me or anything, it's just that my dad is worried about me cuz, I'll be all alone here.. Like.. ALONE, that means, no dad, no tita, and no ate..

As to my sister, she doesn't wanna go back either, but I guess it's also a good idea if she goes with them.. Cuz, seriously, she needs to finish her schooling..

Oh well, I'm excited to be alone, yet sad cuz if ever my sister decides to go with them, I'm so gonna miss her so much!